A river flowing peacefully;

vibrant, splendid tranquility.

Past fields and villages so quaint.

Canopies boast endless leaves,

mighty boulders; the water heaves.

Lovely scenes just waiting for paint.

When at last Its long journey ends,

and to the ocean it now sends,

liquid blending together faint.

Like a river, so flows my life;

Distant memories growing faint

of laughter, tears, circumstances,

mourning, and romantic dances.

Murals of my days wait for paint.

My journey down this river long

has been like a favorite song;

wonderful, simple and so quaint.

I always knew our Love would grow ,
I have never regretted our very first hello
We both are wrong sometimes and this we know .............
So we can never let our anger grow .
We can't turn back the hands of time
but I know that our hearts are entwined .
I promise that things will ,
Turn out just fine .
I want to continue to share our life ,
I want you always be my wife .
The things I did,
the things I do
I am so Sorry ..............
I never meant to hurt you ,
From the Heavens above to the
Fire down Below
I Will always be your hero
And you my queen,
and my love for you will continue to grow ........
If for any reason we shall part ,
Just remember you will
always hold the key to my heart
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


06/04/06

So quiet,
It's peace,
It's not judged,
It's so dark,
It's hovering in this void.
It isn't known,
It's a work of art,
It's singing from my soul।
It's within and it's without,
And I am holding onto it,
Not in my hand,
I am enveloped ...................
If my words would compress and release,
To a future pair of eyes,
To an unset place and time,
I would find solace in arms reaching out............

A smile.
Shut up already.
A laugh.
Burn in hell.
A tear.
Let me die.
A frown.
This is why I hate you.
A nod.
You are so pathetic.
A word.
Leave me alone.
A sigh.
I am going to hurt you.
A movement.
One more word and I swear you will die.
A departure.
You are no longer worth my time.

The one is my so called ex wife, another one is my ex would be wife
Someone has sucked out my soul
There is nothing more to lose,
it all has come to an end
Every day with a pen in the hand
I used to writeWrite till my fingers hurt
Write all the words that I couldn't blurt
I tore everything that had their name they had ruined me;
I could never be the same
Frown on the face, messed up hair
People who loved me wouldn't even come near
Drops of water stuck in eyes Smudged up,
crying over all defame
What had they made me into?
I just wanted to be myself once againFor once,
dance in the rainI wanted to once again see the sun shine
I wanted my soul
to be just mineI wanted to forget them and their face
I wanted to forget those moments and that time and place
I wanted to stop living in memories and move on
Why should I cry over someone who was gone?
And so I started to smile
Even if all the while,
The heart inside was breaking
And the entire world inside was shaking
I would take control
Of my weak soul
And not let myself cry
I could not let myself die
I walked with my head straight up high
I could finally say goodbye
I started a new journey from a new started from the beginning stage
I am brand new and much stronger
To break me apart now took longerGone through a lot, made a lot of mistakes
At least I know I won't make them once more
Because a more confident me has walked in the door
Now that I see myself in the mirror
I can see my reflection clearer
I don't need to pretend
If nothings good then it’s never the end
For here I stand
And I don't need to hold their hand
I have enough strength
I have found myself...